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[Feb. 8th, 2005|03:02 am] |
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| | atreyu-you eclipsed by me | ] |
yeah uh...i slept for like 3 hours tonight.....thats good for me..im out of ambien and ativan again(i was out like 12 days after i got it) and now i cant sleep at all....i have a stepdad and 2 stepbrothers now..the same dude that was the cause of my mom and dad gettin a divorce back in 99,yeah,she cheated on my dad with him,and he was married at the time,and my dad,being an alcoholic,of course,picked up a bottle,well,neither me or my dad are to fond of the man,but i dont know him that great,but if he cheats on his wife with another woman thats married(my mom),then i think he has some issues,maybe its just me,i dont know...but anyway...my mom and him want me to go to the shooting range today with him,since he's a cop and all(god damnit fuck tha police)...but im going,because i figure,if i get on his good side,then maybe he'll buy me shit....but the one thing i will never do...is call him dad...i mean my mom doesnt give a shit what i think or anyone else for that matter...and as long as she gets her way..everything's fine....i live with my dad...and she gets child support...now tell me that's not fucked up.....well...im gonna go now....
--i love you amber,you're all ive got and i dont want to lose you |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2005|05:07 am] |
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| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | frayser boy-pistol playa | ] |
william you lil punk bitch made ass fuck boy,you better stay the fuck inside yo house,because if me an trent catch yo lil faggot ass out anywhere,your gon' be spendin a lil fuckin while in tha mothafuckin hospital,you fuckin hunchback mothafucka,i guess u gotcha nuts pumped,now u thinkin u hard,dont let me run up on yo ass an put u in a casket lil bitch,you a weak ass nicca
-sorry about that.....he called me sorry....and called trent a faggot....so we're gonna get his ass
k well im goin to get a shower....amber i love you baby |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|04:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  FUCK! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | green day | ] |
i was gonna say something and now that i opened this shit up i cant fuckin think of wut the fuck i was gonna say....oh well
-nicky
-i love u amber |
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[Feb. 1st, 2005|02:38 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dont fuck wit me-lil jon | ] |
today was about the gayest day ive had,some damn jeweler store called and woke me up at 11,talkin bout some fuckin sell they havin,then at 12,the "cunt" called....my mom....she was like,hey,im sorry about yesterday,i told that bitch fuck you,i mean,shes seein that fucking married man again,and he try to be all nice to me,talkin bout he wanna take me to the shootin range,hes a fucking pig,and i already dont like pigs,because they piss me off,they think they rule the fuckin world,the badge heavy bastards...fuck them,i told him hell no,but my mom cooks bacon,and he got pissed off and hung up,i was like haha lmfao....wow...i got a lil off subject there...what was i talking about anyway?....wow im re-fucking-tarted...these things are re-god damn-diculous....there pointless....no one ever reads them...so im not gon' be updating alot..and i dont ever have shit to say,i jus talk to be talkin...ive been in a pissed off mood all day,and now its still not any better.......trents out yahoo....hes comin over tomorrow,when he gets up,an hes gonna chill here,then there's no tellin who else will come over,or where ill go,but yeah fuck this,im goin to get a shower
amber,i love you baby!!!!! |
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[Jan. 31st, 2005|12:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fuck it-seether | ] |
for all you gee's that say i should update,here hahaha im jus playin,but i don got shit to talk about damnit,cept,me and amber are back together yayayaayayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
one of my bes friends got busted the other night,im sad
i love u amber
im gonna go now,aint shit to say |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|03:02 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | icp | ] |
im bored as hell and dont got shit to say |
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[Dec. 21st, 2004|06:14 pm] |
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| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Used-I Caught Fire(In Your Eyes) | ] |
there amber,lol,i fixed it jus for you,lol i love u baby |
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[Dec. 18th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Twiztid:Wrong With Me | ] |
yay im so happy,i just got back from ambers party,she is beautiful and she is a perfect kisser,wow i havent been this happy in a while,i really had fun tonight,and i really really like amber,and i hope she feels the same way about me,really,i do,and i think her mom actually likes me,which is a first,cas none of my friends' parents like me,they all think im some horrible demon kid,but im not,i actually think im pretty normal,but yeah,i wanna talk to ppl on aim now,and then talk to my baby on the phone for a lil while then go to bed,so peace
i love u amber |
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[Dec. 15th, 2004|04:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | relaxed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | wake me up when september ends:Green Day | ] |
whats up? man i think i passed out earlier,i dont remember shit from right after kayla trent caroline and alex came over,and i woke up at like 12,and im tired as hell now,but i dont want to go to bed,i think my dad thinks i have a drug problem,i dont,do i?,but anyway,how are all my friends doin?,you know what a good song is? Mockingbird by Eminem,i love that song,and so is cold by crossfade,and also the band Cold has badass songs to,especially,same drug,send in the clowns,no one,wasted years,and black sunday,and cure my tragedy,all of those songs are bad ass,but i dont know what the hell im talking about,im jus talkin,oh yeh,at 2 i go see my psychiatrist,and im gonna try to get some medicine to help me,and now,i have learned to be really nice,not to get pissed over any and everything,and most of all,i respect all girls,no matter what they do to me,i will never call a girl a bitch or be disrespectful again to a girl,they deserve respect.really,i mean that.. oh and by the way,the cologne Curve smells good(lol random)
i cant wait until christmas,im gettin this thing for my bed that makes it comfortable as hell,and any girl who would like to test it out is more than welcome to...hahaha im jus playin,remember,i got respect,but how come people think the only thing i want from girls is sex? i mean im a fuckin virgin,but whatever,think wat u want,well i wanna chill on my bed and listen to depressing music because im weird,so bye bye
..by the way.. your beautiful.. you know who you are.. |
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